Psychodynamic Disorder Research Paper

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The clock annoyingly ticks as I strive to fall asleep. My sheets are perfectly lined up, three layers thick. They are neatly tucked into all sides of my bed; not one loose end sticking up. My blanket is meticulously placed so that it is centered on my bed, both sides hanging off in even lengths. Two larger pillows lie against the bed rest while one is centered in between. A stuffed dog that my 13 year old sister (now 23) bought me after my surgery, lies next to me, as he has for the majority of my life. He listens to my qualms. I don't tell others about my OCD, they'll think I am crazy. My shoes are lined up, heel to heel, placed precisely underneath the framework of my bed. My clothes are folded so neatly, you'd think I had just had them…show more content…
My night was restless with numerous anxiety attacks to ensure that everything was in its exact order. If not, I can’t sleep. Merriam-Webster’s defines this condition as “a psychoneurotic disorder in which the patient is beset with obsessions or compulsions or both and suffers extreme anxiety or depression through failure to think the obsessive thoughts or perform the compelling acts.” I define it as normal. Everyday I tell myself, “It will get better”; it never does. Now that I am 17, I look back on how OCD has shaped me. OCD used to be a huge problem for me. Although not completely over it, my attacks are rare. I believe that OCD has made me a stronger person in that I am more organized, detail-oriented, and empathetic. But more importantly, it has made me more understanding and sincere regarding others. When most people look at someone with a problem, they say “weirdo” or “crazy.” I look beyond the appearance. Everyone has issues, but people who cannot shroud them are labeled as “deranged” or “mad.” I try to take every moment in my life and use it to make myself or someone else happy, wether it be my immediate family or a stranger. If I can do this, I’ll be completely happy. Now excuse me, I have to readjust the cover on my

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