Before my teenage years,I was forced at times to pray and sometimes asked to be quiet when I pondered loudly about the existence of God and religions however, my parents never forced hijab on me or asked me to change who I was yet, I could always see the concern in their eyes. I always wondered what my life would have been if they allowed me to choose a religion of my own preference and practice it freely or even become an atheist or an agnostic? I was upset and rebelled through most of my teenage years