Man do you have a hell of a life in front of you. I am not going to sit here and pretend that everything turned out perfect, though everything wasn’t terrible either. Whether it is a good or bad experience, you will grow and learn from it, they will make you into a stronger person. Something that you will struggle with is self-esteem and trying to understand love, or at least what you think is love. Just know, you will experience things that feel like love and you will think you understand it. And